It's a Mice Life

At my job, asa lab technician, I work with mice all day.  Through observing them, I have come to realize that there is indeed a natural law in effect here on the earth. There are universal truths that manifest in the behaviors of mammals both great and small.  

Universal Truth #1)  Being by yourself will make you go crazy.  People need people.  No man is an island. This is obvious when I look at how loneliness and lack of companionship makes people become fearful and unhappy.  Mice that are put into cages by them self become so terrified of humans that they will often jump out of the cage to flee.  Being alone makes mammals neurotic. Having friends, taking lovers, touching and grooming and eating and communicating together makes for an excellent healthy and happy life.  Mammals are meant to be together. Cages that have 2 mice or 3 mice in them are ideal, which brings me to the next universal truth.

Universal Truth #2)  Having 2 mice in a cage has proven itself to be the most harmonious.  This doesn't suprise me at all.  It takes two to make a thing go right.  It's the balance of ying and yang.  A cage with 2 mice provides companionship for both but leaves up a lot of room for them to roam around.  There is peace and quiet and less pollution for them to deal with, so both mice benefit on all levels.  They have a higher quality of life.  This princaple is also applicable to humans, as studies show married couples are ultimately the happiest.  It's when 3 or more mice are introduced into the cage environment that trouble begins.

Universal Truth #3)  Three is a crowd.  Monogamy works best because it is sustainalble.  One man getting two ladies pregnant is not going to work because thats too many babies and pressure and it makes the woman compete for the males resources.  It just creates a scenario where everyone is spread thin and the ones that suffer the most are the offspring because the more offspring there are at any given time the more likely some will be ignored and die off or at the very least live a miserable stressed existnece. So there is a reason why threesomes break up marriages.  Infact, it is just natural law in effect.  We revolt against what is inherently bad for us.  

Mice that are put in these harem breeding cages, 1 male with 2 females, have higher instances of neurotic behaviors such as chewing each others hair off.  This is when the most dominant mouse in the cage plucks hair out of the other mice and leaves bald patches.  It's the mice's way of saying "You know what? I'm tired of you being on my space all the time, now I'm going to fuck with you a bit".  It's usually one female doing it to the male, or doing it to both the male and rival female.  She is exacting some kind of revenge perhaps.  It's like she is saying fuck you to the male for being a cheater and to the other female for trying to steal her man away. Both are factors that would jeopardize her offsprings survival.  I have even seen females fly into murderous rages where they canabalize the rival female.  

Next time someone suggests a threesome, think twice, no good can come of it

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Save yourself, Save the world.

We live in a society that wants us to be 'in love' with someone.  Everywhere you look there are movies and music about finding "the one".  People are so obsessed with getting married and finding the right one.  But people fail to realize that they themselves are the ONE.  One is a complete number, not just half of two. That mysterious other that we are taught to seek out in a partner is within us.  Other people are in our lives ot teach us something on our OWn path, they are never THE path themselves.  No one's life should be all about another person.  People are to needy and dependent on others.  We need to reject this type of dependency.  Having a partner is a blessing but it cannot be a person's raison d'etre.
The truth is we are our own soul mates. 

 Both male and female energies exist in us all, when you learn to balance that energy within, you can be at peace and not feel the need to be in a relationship.  This is when you let go and trust the universe, to know that there will be something else in store for you. Ironically, this is when a good person would come into your life, because your not obsessed anymore, you've let go.  It's a journey to get to this point, but a very worthwhile one.  It's a journey towards self love and self ownership.  It's about becoming whole.  A truly complete and whole person.

Armed with this knowledge, it becomes obvious that the only smart thing to do in life is self actualize, to find the scared "self".  It would be an  amazing society if it was embedded into the culture to self actualize.  To learn to be authentic people living authentic lives who think and act autonomously.  This is my greatest wish for humanity. If it ever happens, and people do spiritually advance in this way, society will be beautiful, it will be the second coming of christ, except we are the messiahs, we are the saviors that make it so. It says in the bible "the holy spirit dwells WITHIN you", perhaps this is what was meant.

The first step in all this finding the self business is to find an activity that allows you to enter "the zone'.  All forms of creativity do this wonderfully, they allow you discover and express your authentic self.  The more time you spend creating the better you will feel.  This could mean writing for some people, talking, singing, dancing, painting etc.  Some people find sports help them feel like themselves, they get into the zone when they do that.  I think the ideal would be to have a physical activity that you love balanced by a creative activity that you love.  I think this would help alot to balance the masculine and feminine energy in an individual.  Once you have a level of comfort with yourself, you can branch out from there, start taking classes or joining clubs, things that will get you in touch with others.  You begin to meet random people and strike up conversations.  Before you know it you have freinds all over the place and you have yourself a community.  This is also depending on a person personality ofcourse.  Some people are more outgoing then others.  But in general, if you follow those steps, and just get in touch with yourself and what you as an individual like, you will find like-minded quality people who you can relate to. As long as you are rooted and grounded in your own healthy little life, where you are honoring your 'self', a good life will follow you. 





healthcare discriminates against the mentally ill

I have seen a shrink once in my life for an hour.  
That was it took to get a diagnosis and medication.  
I was cured.  
If only I could afford the $400 a month for medication.
Universal healthcare doesn't do much for prescription drugs.
It does nothing for the 3 am, I am like a prego chick having the munchies.
6 pack to big old belly over night because man I loved food.
a blackhole in my stomach.
Can't afford them anyways.

Not that it matters.
The underlining pain which makes my emotions cascade to some false truth are still there.
I am not sick enough to see a psychiatrist twice.
Not enough head doctors to actually provide any real help.
Just enough to give you some pills.
You want to cure the unstable base with plagues your existence.
Do you have extra coverage?
No, then suffer bitch cause you are crazy, 
just not crazy enough.
Kill someone else or attempt to kill yourself and then we will care.  
Desperate, suicidal thoughts, depression.. DEAL WITH IT yourself.
If you have coverage can your problems be worked out in 6 one hour sessions?
otherwise you are looking at $120 an hour for a psychologist.
How is school going?
Dropped out how many times because of depressive episode?
Can't afford that.
Never get help.
all because healthcare discriminates against the mentally ill.
not real.  
in your head.
yes it is.




stop eating people

seems like something your parents should of said
maybe they thought it was common sense
don't eat another human being.
not a nibble, not a bite, not a finger
wait for it
EWWWW
WTF is wrong with you people
when a religion tells you to eat someone tell that religion to stop  being stupid

i could understand drug induced munching
if I was on the same drugs
and feel like munching
although can't we try mcdonalds
they are open late

in japan a guy cut off his penis and cooked it for paying customers

which is worse, eating a guy's face or his penis

STOP EATING PEOPLE


they make poop burgers you can eat

i wonder which tastes worse

poop or people


education before war, quebec student protest with Canadian message.

Education before war
It is wrong to label the quebec student protest as a bunch of spoiled brats.  There is a great deal of anger at the ruling elite and the percentage of the population that has the voting majority.  Why is it we always find money to extend our silly wars that cannot be won in Afghanistan and never education/healthcare which is about investing in our people?  70% tuition hikes does not sound like we are investing in our future.  Students have a right to be angry.  Frankly based on the pattern of anger that is being seen throughout north america this is going to get worse before it gets better.  Although I am getting older in age, my heart is still as young as the words of this song which really defines how the young feel.  We want a better world free of all the bullshit of war, unequal distribution of wealth, at least in the extreme.  Good healthcare, education and free from pollution.  Who cares about global warming when there is so much gunt to clean up everywhere.  Great Pacific Garbage Patch anyone.  Who wants to mine that with me?  Take that plastic, recycle it and then brand it GPGP and sell it for use in products.  Make it a marketing feature.  We will turn the plastic into something that would break down if it ended up back in the patch.